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I promised Jory I wouldn't cry because it would make him cry and well boys don't cry! So of course the minute I get up there and look in his eyes, I immediately well up so I had to turn and look at Sara in order to have a fighting chance at not crying. 

I love him SO much! 

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Trying so hard not to cry, but there is a huge lump in my throat. 

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I'm not going to cry. 

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